Pride and pain
I'm not insane
Pride and pain
In this game
Lost a lot
Lots to gain
Pride and pain
Learn their manners
Know my worth
Pride and pain
Pride and pain
In this game
No pain no gain...
©el-iyanu
Sometimes, I deliberately behave indifferent just to see how some people behave. As if to measure if something is worth my energy, if it's truly worth my time. I kind of punish myself to see if people really need my skillset. I don't really know how to explain it, but I guess I want to feel special, feel important, treated well and properly, not just like anybody or everybody, or somebody. Sometimes, it hurts because I get left out a lot. I keep my silence, I keep my pride. I wonder if it's right or wrong. I feel proud to be strong enough to stay away, but it's pain to not be doing what you love.
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